圣诞节快乐

从中学开始就很喜欢这个节日。

觉得很温馨。是个感恩的季节。

白色圣诞？我就不想过啦～冷死人啦～

老板走人。我们就像一群没有牧羊人带领的牧羊咯～

平安夜～今晚的我会在哪儿呢？

去年还会很紧张的赶快放工回家，害怕迟到约会。

今年？下午３点半了，我都不知自己要往哪儿去呢？

想约多多人。但，害怕一些朋友参不来。

想被人约。又没有人约。更糟糕。哈哈～

最后约了每天见面的单身室友。晚上见～

今天的公司，我最大！！ 我一个人顾公司～

415pm放工咯～圣诞节快乐!!

冬至快乐

又是一个人过的季节。

是我没有朋友呢？还是朋友和我开始远离了呢？

我记得之前有一个华人节日也是一样。

原定大家一起吃晚餐的。虽然我们都是室友，我们很少一起吃饭。

有节日才一起吃。或许是我传统吧~我很重视华人节日。

我更重视团聚一起的时间。人长大了，朋友要聚在一起的机会开始减少了。

我这个年龄，不是男朋友第一，老公，或是孩子第一。

我开始要习惯一个人过佳节的日子了。

习惯就好。我不想再把友谊放第一了。换来的是悲伤及伤害。

还是一句。单身也不错的！

没有汤圆的冬至，是雨天~

新年就会热咯~圣诞呢？一个我不知如何及害怕过的节日。

这证明了。我是老的~:)

冬至快乐！！

沒有你的日子真的很孤單

还好啦~没有你的日子，我更灿烂！！

问题是：他是对的人吗？

突然想到一个问题问了自己~

问题是：我多久没想他了，多久没有联络他了~

原来我记不起了~

正确答案是，我不想去算吧~

这代表着我已经放弃了~

以前的我可以很勇敢地面对自己的感情，是因为年纪吗，是因为太习惯单身而没有心动吗？

还是他不够好？

年轻时都是希望找到自己的白马王子，要有几帅啦~要有多好啊~

现在？只要有人接近，都不想放他走~

最后的问题还是一样，他是对的人吗?

不要，不可以

我还以为我是可以的~

谁知躺在床上时，眼泪已经流到枕头了~

做么啦~有这个必要吗？

真的不需要，好不好~

不值得！！！ 我一直告诉自己不要，不可以~

更糟糕！！哎~

这个日子很快就恢复原来了~

让我想起以前，我很喜欢写信。

开心不开心，我都会写信。经常收到我的信的人是爸！

爸，这回我也想写给你。但不是现在。

因为我要等待他亲口给我答案。

找不到答案

虽然这个问题已经问了很久~

答案没有难，但就是久久都不给于答复~

今天的我又开始逃避了~闷~~

Appreciate for it

Just start my 26 years old life with a good starting~ cheer~
It was an unforgettable year for me... how I celebrate?
Maybe because age is getting increase and the heart changed also~
Nothing for me to look forward actually~ Maybe because recently received some bad news and influence my mood also~
Don't know is it God heard from my heart.... Give me a lot of suprise~~
Last Sunday, YC came my house and pass the earing to me... OMG... why bought so expensive earing la.... i don't know what can I say~~ if I don't want received seem like so wasted~~ he knew I wan a pair of earing~~ that's why go to find it... Friend, you really such a good + silly friend~~ how you can treat your friend so nice like that~~ hahahah
Monday... WS came over my house~~ we cooked corn's soup~~ too much corn~~ ahhahaa~~
She passed me a present.... what a lovely friend la... is a dress~~ she knew I rarely wear dress recently.. she said cant be that~~ if not, how to lure guy?? omg.... should I do that??
I think so la... no other reason~~ because of AGE~~ :(
I agree what she said la... I'm a girl le... how can be like that~~ God differentiate girl and boy~ so, I cant ruin the environment what~~ hehhee....
12am~~ Deng Deng Deng Deng~~ step to 26 lo~~ SN bought me a coffee ice cream when she back from meeting~~ sang birthday song to me~~ and play around there~~ chit chat until 1am~~They continue to study after that~~ SN, HT and XZ... I really touch~~ I plan to sleep at 12am~ out of my expectation... you all came in my room and wish me~~ I think everything is enough for me~~ I like it~
On my big day, when I step in office~~ OMG~~ 2 presents put on my desk~~ Is my lovely ML and GA... You all still remember~~ ML called me at 905am before she was boading to ShangHai~~ Omg~~ is my lovely cookies~~ I'm speechless~~ my tears is rolling at that moment~~ When my big boss step in office and came to my desk wish me~~ OMG~~ another suprise~~ I thought you forget about that~~ Lunch time~~I ate Nasi Bojari~~ Everyone told me should try that.. Really nice~~ I wan bring my friend go there again~~
After lunch just work and work without stopping~~ My boss went back lo~~ released~~ hehe...
GA told me she went down buy something~~ 5pm.... yeah~~ going to back home~~ suddenly~ I feel something was wrong there~~ Every1 seem like so ganjiong for something~~ Oh.. they look for lighter~~ what?? need lighter for wat?? OMG~~ dun tell me got birthday cake ah~~ Really is birthday cake,is Lavendar Blueberry~ I don't know how many years didn't blow the cake on big day lo~~ Touch again~~~ Omg~~ I really appreciate what I had now~ Thanks god~~
Never plan how to pass my night~~ ok la~~ go to 1U have dinner with XZ... the rest stay at home cause exam on the next day~~
LAKSA as my dinner at Nyonya Colour~~nothing to do~~ go back la~~ Another suprise~~ MEESUA~~ oh~~ Chinese culture have to eat MEESUA on birthday~~it mean good luck will come in the new year~~ I ate twice in this year~~ Thanks to my mum and HT~~ love you all so much~~
All my friend, the only wish I made is happy forever and healthy~~ I don't want to miss anything from now~~ I scared the feel to lost something~
Thanks to everyone again~~~~~~~~~ 23-Nov-2010~~